ouh.peeps :)

hm,
saye tdk akn mengupdate blog
ini kerana
blog baru on the way
tell u later
okie-

holiday

HERE WE GO
.journey.


people:share my pica :)



meet family








lagi..



the end.

what should you do?

what will u do if;
one day.
u look at urself.
but then.
somethg wrong somewhere.
and.
u r sick.
:((
huh.
nk buat ape?




a)tell mom
b)cll ur fren-wey nk wat cmne?
c)i want to tell 'you'-sumpah
tade org nk dgr story gile aku lg wey.:(






thanx for reading.
pray for my health.

2.00 a.m-sunday-13 dcmbr

haa.
i dont knw y.
bt siyesly
im too BAD ths yr.
naa.
NURUL SYAZWANI
tidak prnh brubah sprt ini.
.times make people change.
yes.its me
totally me
im changing
to BAD
huh.
ASTAGHFIRULLAH
God please do help
me :((
i want my old life
without thnkg of people
around me
care of them more than myself
love them more than i love myself
huh
far from ALLAH
oh God!
my life in STF
huh
love my jnr life
HATE SENIOR LIFE
like i am not me
be som1 else
smile whn i dont thnk
tht i should smile
AND
no tears
susah ohh utk nangis
hati dh keras.
haa
MAKE PEOPLE HURT
sorry.
betraying
sorry.
lying
sorry.
somtms there is a
reasns y i be that 'girl'
n 'she' is not me
inside is totally dffrnt from
outsie.
AYAH IBU
akk says sorry
im kinda lil girl
that cnt talk face to face
HONEST
its me
so.
PEOPLE..
im soorryy
for what ive done
n u r forgiven also
please..
forgive me

ALLAH;
PLEASE CHANGE ME
TAKE ME IF IM TOOOO
BAD
LIFE IS NOT MINE ANYMORE
WILLING TO DIE
IF YOU WANT
...

haa~
nape blog bt hal
somtg missing somewhere :((

sijil pelajaran malaysia

ths GIRL is going to face a

WAR

so.please forgive her,

pray for her,

and

DONT BREAK HER HEART.

fullstop.

N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
U : You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
R : You are a social butterfly.
U : You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
L : Love is something you deeply believe in.

S : You are very broad-minded.
Y : You cause a lot of trouble.
A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
Z : You're always fighting with someone.
W : You like your privacy.
A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.

is it me??

yea..

MAYBE.,

to all my sayang~

Sometimes You think You´ll Be Find by Yourself

Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone

my wish;

*hope to be with all of you till forever

*DONT BREAK MY HEART

Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help

But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You´ll Change

Inside

When You Realize

The World Comes To Life

and Everythings Alright

From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend

By Your Side

ya...

*they are my friends....

*noor alina adenan

*norsyazwani yahya

*nor absarina izni arifin

*shuhada shafiqah umamah

*qurratuaini kamaruddin

*all c1-10 members 09

*all 4jujur members 09

That Helps You To Find

The Beauty Of All

When You´ll Open Your Heart and

Believe in

The Gift of a Friend

THANK GOD GIVE ME SUCH A WONDERFUL

LIFE WITH MEREKA..

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared

There through The Highs and The Lows

Someone You Can Count On Someone Who Cares

Besides You Where Ever You Go

You´ll Change Inside

When You

Realize

Inside The World Comes To Life

and Everythings Alright

From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend

By Your Side

*thanx 4 be by my side*

That Helps You To Find

The Beauty Of All

When You´ll Open Your Heart

and Believe in

The Gift of a Friend

And When The Hope Crashes Down

Shattering To The Ground

You´ll You´ll Feel All Alone

When You Dont Know Which Way To Go

And There´s No Such Leading You On

You´re Not Alone

The World Comes To Life

and Everythings Alright

From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend

By Your Side

That Helps You To Find

The Beauty Of All

When You´ll Open Your Heart

and Believe In

When You Believe In

You Can Believe In

memoir of 2009~

nuyul is going to tell you every single things...
the story begin with bismillah~



JANUARY;
again for the forth time~
nurul syazwani melangkah ke SEKOLAH TUN FATIMAH.
.fullstop.
but..in her new style..haha
jd form four suda~
then..adus!
MAHSURI.
staying there for the whole 2009!
jd monitress..
suprises oh..penat layan classmate.
tp..mereka terhebat!
and..my new dorm
hmm.
at first,,,,
x suke..
thanx God ade alina umamah
niniey n waniey.....
life go on blurr 4 a while..
sbb..bru get in scho0l..




FEBRUARY;
YEAYY!
start suke blok c....
hahaha
utkmu mahsuri yg trchenta..
blablabla..
hmm gettin' closer dgn dorm8 gak!
things yg wajeb dorm8 bt together..
1.mkn saeng..at least.. 1 per month
2.sambot bday dorm8..jgn ad yg t'tggl n..
kene ad cake..fair n square..
3.bace al-mulk..conduct by alina..
4.HOT GOSS bersame~haha




MARCH;
hmm..
ade exam...
lg.......
conflict banyk hell
blalalala
niniey's birthday..
knowing my star..
even dye x tau aku
lalalaala same dye..
hmm...


APRIL;
nothg special..
life go on with rainbow's colour
.HEBAT.


MAY;
becoming mid year examination...
huh
plus..
finish half year in stf.



JUNE;JULY;
tarak tau mau story ape,,,
nothg special on this monthS mybe.


AUGUST;
29.08.2009
ALINA'S birthday..
knowing this girl for 4 years....
warghhhh!!!
.life sgt wonderful dgn awk alina.
thanx KAWAN!



SEPTEMBER;
..
azah told me that shes
goin out of school..
miss u la dear~
hmm..raye ke bulan ni??
mybe,,
or awl october??


OCTOBER;
hey,,
its my birthday...
20.10.2009
huhu...
list of my wish:
-how i wish dat vociferize will
together forever~
-how i wish to be a good daughter
-how i wish God will accept all my prays
-how i wish to be A PERFECT GIRLFRIEND
to my lovely kawan2..
-how i wish to be a good kakak n "kakak"
hhahahaha
-how i wish dat i'll get 9A+
-how i wish that she'll know that blablabla
waiting 4 nx year to tell her..
for SPM 2010.
and how i wish that my wish will bcome true~



NOVEMBER;
at last~
my last month kt school.
by the way..
perfect celebration for my
belated birthday!
hahaha
love candles~
wee ;))
seronok!
out of school...
leavin the honeymoon year..
mybe..
hmm........
.THE END.