2.00 a.m-sunday-13 dcmbr

haa.
i dont knw y.
bt siyesly
im too BAD ths yr.
naa.
NURUL SYAZWANI
tidak prnh brubah sprt ini.
.times make people change.
yes.its me
totally me
im changing
to BAD
huh.
ASTAGHFIRULLAH
God please do help
me :((
i want my old life
without thnkg of people
around me
care of them more than myself
love them more than i love myself
huh
far from ALLAH
oh God!
my life in STF
huh
love my jnr life
HATE SENIOR LIFE
like i am not me
be som1 else
smile whn i dont thnk
tht i should smile
AND
no tears
susah ohh utk nangis
hati dh keras.
haa
MAKE PEOPLE HURT
sorry.
betraying
sorry.
lying
sorry.
somtms there is a
reasns y i be that 'girl'
n 'she' is not me
inside is totally dffrnt from
outsie.
AYAH IBU
akk says sorry
im kinda lil girl
that cnt talk face to face
HONEST
its me
so.
PEOPLE..
im soorryy
for what ive done
n u r forgiven also
please..
forgive me

ALLAH;
PLEASE CHANGE ME
TAKE ME IF IM TOOOO
BAD
LIFE IS NOT MINE ANYMORE
WILLING TO DIE
IF YOU WANT
...